i’ve become so lost, i feel so alone. I was searching for you, my hands were reaching out. You just walked away.
Girls are so fucking annoying;
This is what girls do. Ready for this?
Girl is dating guy. Guy cheats on girl. Girl breaks up with guy. Girls best friend goes and talks to guy. They makeout. Girl finds out her best friend did that. Girl and girls other friends hate that one girl.
It happens to every girl, atleast once.
And you know why?
Its because were all backstabbing bitches.
Dont try to defend yourself either, and say your a good girl, you’d never do that to your best friend. blah blah blah. If you have ever said it, then its a lie. There is always ONE girl you would never intentionally hurt. Other then that, we all hurt girls. Talk about them, hate them.
This is why i’m straight now.
This is why i hangout(well…hungout): with guys.
Girls are horrible. Just like in Mean Girls, that movie showed exactly what we all are.
I’m a bitch, mhm.
BUT atleast i can admit it, and i dont lie to myself.
I’m nice a lot of the time, i’m a good person, i do good things.
But when it comes to girls, I’m not the nicest.
I’m done now. xD
I'm listening to Miley Cyrus;
I know thats pretty lame. But this is a pretty good song. I can’t wait to see that new movie shes going to be in, i love the guy who wrote the notebook. :)
The tables have turned. Now i’m where you were months ago. I’m Noah, your Allie. I’m so worried you want her. You’re confused on what you want. Now i sit in your seat, waiting for your choice, fearing the future. She was the one you always went back to, the one that really had you. But what am i now? I am yours. Thats for sure. But i was never the one you went back to, i was never the girl you couldn’t let go of. Yes, i’m yours now, but should i worry? I know i shouldn’t. Its quite pointless that i do. Yet i can’t help but sit and wonder if want her more, if you want her at all. Questioning your love for me is pointless, retarded. I know you love me. You know i love you. I see it in your eyes, i feel it in your touch. Again i ask, why do i worry? Is there really i reasonĀ i should? Why do i get so upset when i hear her name? When you speak of her. Why does it upset me so? I’ll probably never be able to like her. I’ll probably never try to. But i should never question your love, i know i shouldn’t. So i wish, i wish with all my heart, i could stop my worrying, stop the dreams from coming, stop the fear from filling my every bone. You chose me. Now i have you. Wasting my time that i have with you, is stupid. I’m lucky to have you in my life, now here i sit worried constantly. I will change that. I will change that for you my love. I trust you. So i dont see why i worry. My worrying is over, I will try as hard as i can to not.
I love you.
I do.
You dont question me,
I shouldn’t question you.
I dont see what you would want with me, Maybe thats why i’m so fearful. I’m used to getting a certain kind of guy, then you came along, and showed me what i thought was only in fairytails and hollywood movies. That’s probably why i worry most.
I know this is all in my head.

